Angst for Goodbye

Have you ever woke up and felt that something’s missing? Have you ever longed for a certain someone’s hugs, kisses, and sweet words? Have you lost someone so dear and felt hopeless and had the urge to be miserable for the rest of your days?

Everyone has that certain something about ‘goodbyes’. It’s just that goodbye makes us feel a certain anxiety, a feeling of agitation and worry about what would happen next? Is this the end? This expression leads us to the beginning that life is not a permanent gift from God. It’s only a matter of time when He would decide to take away ‘Life’ and lead you to eternal life. I mean, “What if you are not yet ready for the next step? What if you can’t bear the thought of losing your life when you still got many more things in line for tomorrow and the next days to come? Life is full of ‘What ifs’.

I know that we should learn to ‘let go’ and move on; that we shouldn’t dwell in the past. But Damn! What if the past is the only thing that comforts you when you feel oppressed, what if the past helps you survive your day-to-day activities, what if the past is the only thing that keeps you alive? Wouldn’t you hang on to it with everything you’ve got? Wouldn’t you hang on to it even if it cost you your last breath?

I understand that life is not permanent. That death is inevitable. But would you do what ever it takes to save your loved ones and would even exchange your life for theirs?

Loving someone is extraordinary; ‘Love’ brings out the best in you. It reveals the inner goodness that you possess. It also brings out the heaps of emotions that everyone keeps hiding inside themselves. I dedicate this song for the people who misses their youth, their childhood days. When everything feels alright and believing that life is a carefree journey…


HOME
Brian McKnight
Thinking back when we first met
I remember what you said
You said you'd never leave me
I let go of your hand
Built my castle in the sand
But now I'm reachin' out again
And I'm not letting go
Till you

Hold me
Mold me
Sometimes I feel so all alone
See, I gotta find my way back home
So why don't you
Shape me
make me
Wash me whiter than the snow
I gotta find my way
Back home

Master upon my knees i pray
I just want to be the clay
Put your arms around me
Place my life in your hands
Lord, I know I'm just a man
I know you understand
This time I'm not letting go
Till you

Anoint me
Appoint me
Sometimes I feel so alone
See, I gotta find my way back home
So why don't you
Chastise me
Baptize me
Wash me whiter than the snow
I gotta find my way

'Cause I'm lost and alone
I've been wandering
Long enough to know
Humbly I search for you
And I'm not gonna rest
Till you

Choose me
Use me
Sometimes I feel so alone
I'm on my way back home

So why don't you
Direct me
Bless me
Wash me whiter then the snow
I'm on my way
Back home


“Take life one step at a time,
and don’t let even one moment pass you.
every moment is an opportunity, you
should treasure it and learn from it
cherish every moment that you have”